Always And Forever, Lara Jean

Cover of book Always And Forever, Lara Jean
Categories: Fiction » Young Adult

This series, hell this book, made me realize how scared I was. Scared for the next year, scared for the future, just scared in general. Because I was already considered "grown up" taking care of my si


ster, going to college and high school at the same time, etc. I didn't have an easy childhood, and I don't have an easy life now. It's what I was used to, so I didn't think much of it. But the decisions Lara Jean made and will have to make in her future makes me realize that I was always scared. Because next year I'm gonna be Lara Jean, worrying about my own little siblings, knowing that if I even do get into my top college (another thing I'm scared about) I'll have to leave them behind not being able to watch them grow up. And then there's the other people I'll have to leave behind, and scared if I'm willing to do that again, even after doing it 4 years ago.
So I'll admit it here. Where people I know in real life won't read it, or even if they do I doubt they'll care to read my reviews:

I'm fucking terrified.

And now I can let the fear go, like cupping leaves in my hands and opening them when a breeze passes by, taking the leaves with them. Because this is me we are talking about. If I can go 17 years living in fear of different things, family members, disease, heartache, friends, then what's the big deal about adding the future to the list?
I'll make it. If there's one thing I'm for sure about myself it's that I'm a survivor. I've pushed through the hard times, and I've darted past the good. How can the future be any different than those two?
So I'll leave my fear here, with the two people who read my reviews. And the fear will stay here in words, and the fear will stay there in my mind in essence. But never spoken aloud.

Always And Forever, Lara Jean
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Guest 2 months ago

Wow I'm in love. But I need more I want to have children and get married. Also there should be something that adds John to the next story. Like he could get a bigger role when they meet at college.

Guest 2 months ago

This series was the best! I desperately want to know what happens next with Lara Jean and Peter. 3 more books that tackle college and adult life, please!

Guest 2 months ago

I feel the same as most everyone else it seems, i became so entangled in Lara Jean and Peters life as well as the others, I need to know more it is not the end there is so much more to know. But thanks for the first three they were a delight!

Guest 2 months ago

Oh my gosh. I loved all these books, they just melted my heart. I loved the way they fell in love and I loved how Peter replied to comments

Guest 3 months ago

I love Peter for high school but I hope she ends up with John in college. That would be so perfect. Wish her and John could get three books
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